last of 2009

it is new year's eve and here i am thinking of my far future instead of what the hell am i to do tonight.

should i go and continue what i've been doing for the past year? being a stupid nut in a shell again because i simply cannot be bothered despite the number of times i tell myself that i'm going to change. the books, i don't mind that much; i really should learn to sit down and read. what i mind is doing something just for the sake of it. at this moment, this degree is not going to take me to the places i wanna go and give me what i want. using the excuse of my parents want me to do it is really not motivating me in any way. i need to get my friggin masters if i wanna be on top of my game once i leave uni. i don't know if i can make it through law. a LOT of reading and not to mention memorizing. plus, i'm a very nice person and i don't like to argue (hee).

if i follow my passion, i'll be stuck here. maybe being stuck here isn't such a bad thing. i said maybe yeah. i've heard it somewhere that "your love for your work will be tested in uni. it's the only place that'll make you hate your passion". YES I TRULY BELIEVE THAT (not by personal experience. my international politics tutor told me that last semester).

i probably will not go to lim kok wing. probably be forced to go to somewhere like the one academy. or pjcad. something like that i reckon.

to choose between the two is so hard. i've already got a secure place in one of the top universities in the world, number one in australia. i've already got a place to stay and my fellow homie will not be pleased if i leave. my visa will be burnt. if i stay have a curfew, so bye bye weekly clubbing scene. i obviously have to spend family time. hmm..

i really don't know. and i have about a week to make a decision. GOOD JOB TATS.

nights.

bored

went driving today at 9am. thank you God for letting my little kancil have fully functioning air-conditioning.

mommy dropped by to spy on me. i called her after i was done.

Mom: Good driving, Dian. Bukit pass!

she obviously didn't spy close enough. my bukit was the worse. i kept stopping short of the marker. my side parking and 3 point turn were okay. my engine died twice :( once when i was just waiting for my turn to do the 3 point turn (my leg got tired of pressing down on the clutch) and the other time was, err, i can't remember.

right now i'm bored and hungry. this sore throat is stopping me from eating the nasi lemak in the kitchen. i'm staring at the flat screen digging on La Roux but the song just changed to a fat shawty singing in a club.

should i go back to the short hair?

oh, Najee likes my sister's MacBook Pro.

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these past few days have been AWESOME!

wednesday was reserved for a get together/lunch date with the girls. i haven't seen them in ages! except for Lynn of course, i see her at least once a week back in Melbourne. But that didn't matter, having all of them in a bunch sitting around a table, talking, cat

ching up, bitching (how can any girl not resist that?) was THE best in the longest time.

at 1-ish Baiti came around in her Swift with Lynn in the shotgun seat. i haven't seen Baiti or even spoken to her in centuries! whats new? she permed her hair! she looks very ayu with the new hair, kinda like Rosma :) we headed over to Nis's to pick the sleepyhead up. after about 15 mins, there we were in Curve looking out for Waniey dearest. Aishah joined us aft

er grouping up at italiannies only to move to BubbaGump for lunch instead. we had a very good talking session :)) Lynn, if you're reading this, that is one of the best 'escape' lines i've heard ;)

oh yeah, he joined after when we had coffee at Starbucks

thursday night was a nice new experience. i got to meet up with Faiez, a boy i met in Melbourne. that boy has some killer driving skills man. from Setapak to Kelana Jaya in 15 mins :O what's better, he's never been to my house before so his only guide was some directions over a phone call. when he arrived, i understood how that drive was possible. he drove BMW 5 Series ;) so off we were to Rasta. picked up some of his mates, met some of his mates and had a round of shisha before moving somewhere else. Najee joined too even though he was practically half dead. tu la, degil lagi :P

friday night was SCAREH! for the first time in my life, i got locked outta the house. and guess who locked it, me -.- ironic much. Fad, you have one mulut masin. no more asking me if i'm gonna kantoi with my parents because i just did! dear God, thank you for convincing my parents to keep my head on this body of mine and not 6 feet under the ground.

saturday night was good :) i spent it at Lynn's house. at first it was only Adlan, Najee, Lynn and I watching Finding Nemo on TV3? man i haven't watched normal tv in ages. it isn't that bad, i think. or maybe it just had a lucky night with that movie. after the movie ended, Nis finally joined us. to post everything that went on that night would be crazy. i'll probably fill up the full capacity of this post. so im just gonna say that it was GOOD :)

sunday was JAM PACKED! 7am: Walkabrella. almost thought Najee wasn't coming after God knows how many calls i've made. 8am: breakfast before Walkabrella. i want Kayu's roti tissue, Lynn :( 11am: End of Walkabrella and makan time! we headed to Jetty for some maggi goreng. bumped into Malik otw home. 1pm: Lynn's house for a SWIM!! then to the front lawn for some badminton.

what a hella healthy day. a good 3 hour nap after getting home just makes is 10 times better! tonight will be spent teman-ing Baiti to KLIA to pick up Aizat. countdown, 30 mins!